Maybe I should just die already.
DrizzleClan, first.
Maybe me a little later.
Because I can't DO THIS.
Not anymore...
I just found out that my best friend's father hates me, whereas he used to love me to be around, and... I'm never allowed to see her again.

I'm fighting with one of my friends, and this is all just crashing down even more...
So many people just can't stand me, and...
I just can't.
I can't do this anymore.
I walked around school today, looking at everyone's faces and thinking, "How is this worth it? They'll never do anything for me, no matter how much I do for them, and I'll just keep losing everyone I care about... I'm done. I just... I can't."

And honestly--
I can't.
I just CAN'T.
I'm SORRY.
I just don't CARE anymore.
If you do--
Telling me everything's alright
Is a lie.
I'll only defy everything you say--
So just don't bother.
I'm not going to listen.
No one's going to see this,  anyway,
So whatever.
Bye.